I was there

" The back of my head felt warm. A warmth that made me opened my eyes. I smiled.
I saw your face staring at mine. With that sweet eyes of yours, I felt like I'm in my world.
 I laid on your lap, sharing earphones, listening to love songs, together.
 My hand reached for yours, brought it to my lips as I didn't wanna let it go.
My mouth mumbled, saying those three words. You replied. My heart trembled with joy.
Only God knows how much I missed those words to come out from your mouth.
 But reality hurts. My eyes opened for the second time and there, I was alone.
 Not before long, a scene that about the same with the one from my sleep, took place.
Only this time, I was the witness.
Watched from afar, stood still, speechless.
 I already knew it from the moment I woke up. I knew that sweet dreams aren't sweet at all.
I knew it all along 'cause I was there. All the time. "