Hey peeps!
Yup,it's a damn long time since the last i post something in this blog.
Fine, i admit, lately i was lazy to update something. Spend time with games, lack of internet access, yada-yada-yada~~~
Anyhow, i'm back! And of course, with a whole new real life story.
Now, this is about a girl who i loved to call 'Cinderella'.
But first, to understand this whole lot story, we must go few years back.
I liked to name this situation as 'The First Sight'. If i'm not mistaken,it was year 2012.
I was attending a dinner party that was being held by the DPNT students. Need to paid for it though.
Clearly, the reasons i attended such event are because my best friend, Sara Joe, wanted to join it and asked me to accompany her and also, i thought i might wanna try something formal.
So, there i was, entertained the performances they held, enjoyed the meal, annoyed by 2 troublemakers at the same table ( oh,God, why was i placed at the same table with them -_-' ) and also, a lil bit displeasing to the eye at a moment to see the one who ruined my life when i was in 1st semester.
Well, never mind that bitch anyway.
So, after all activities within the Ball Room finished, everyone was meeting up each other, gathering to take some photos, including me. Hehe.
However, just outside the Ball Room, i ran into one of my friends which happened to be a students from my primary school, S.K. Kepong FRIM
and ALSO happened to be a friend and the roommate of who that later known to be THE 'Cinderella'.
Then, me and that little friend ( she IS little by the way :P ) have a lil chit-chat until SHE arrived, appeared, popped up.
When i looked at her at first, i was captivated. There's a lot to explain that on 'captivation' detail because it'll seems rather exaggerating. But it was true.
But i didn't showed the real expression on the face at the moment. Better hide it. Stay cool.
Then, me and Cinderella also have a little chit-chat. She said she knew me but sadly, i'm didn't knew her at all.
I knew how she did weeks later after i got her phone number. She said i was once played a guitar during sahur, by the song ' Aku Suka Dia' at KK2 and she was there. But seriously, that was a random action.
Seeing girls there and try to get a lillllll~~ bit of attention and a guitar was there.... what???? I was single!
haha. >.<
haha. >.<
Okay, continue back at the 'The First Sight' story, so, after the short chat, we decided to take some pictures together. At first, i took a photo with the little friend first. Then, with her, the Cinderella.
That was where it hit my heart.
She put her arm around mine during the photo shoot. I know she's been doing that to everyone during picture taking.
It just her ethics, her habits of photograph sessions. Nothing bad about it, really. But it pointed out that those arm holding for me, isn't any special.
But the thing is, i didn't thought any of that during the moment. It was at the peak of my life!
I wanted to know her, get her contact number at that time but unfortunately, this shy cat wanna stay cool.
Dammit.. * facepalm.
After the amazing mysterious night ended, i pulled an all out to find her.
It was kinda hard, because i don't get her name at all. Yeah... * facepalm.
I asked the DPNT students, trying to describe her but no one seems ever to recognize of who i'm talking about, especially the theme of that dinner night was plain old 'Back and White' theme.
I tried searching for her little friend but i didn't managed to run into her.
I also searched within Facebook, but the scope is too wide.
Ended up, i looked up at the sky, watching the stars, wondering, 'where the hell is she?????'
That's why i called her Cinderella.
One night of wonderfulness and next morning, like nothing happened.
Like it is a 'one night thing'.
Like it is a 'one night thing'.
But time flew by, and magic appeared. Kinda. :P
What i'm trying to say is, we met at KK2 accidentally.
We talked for a while and i blindly asked for her number. But yeah, i got it.
We texted and called from time to time.
I didn't ask anything bout relationship matters at first.
'til i added her as my Facebook friends.
Then, i noticed something. I read some comments and posts.
I realized she already had someone.
Then, one night, i called and asked her bout it.
She said 'yeah'.
God knows how i felt at that moment...but i kept my cool.
She knew i'm into her. I somehow, confessed, a lil bit
Lastly, we decided to stay friends.
After that call, i took a deep breath.
I looked at the sky,watching stars for the second for this case.
That night, i felt i wanna go have look at them a lil bit closer.
So, i took a midnight walk to my spot, 'Bukit Nyabau'.
As u know the rest. Deep breathing. Mind clearing. As if.
Then years passed. Well, during those years, we'll hung out as friends.
Not easier at first, but yeah,stay cool. Smile and everything.
Until I moved on, fell to someone else, being the normal 'eL', having a normal eL's life, searching here and there.
The point is, she already have a guy. I'm over her.
That's the end of the story of us.
....
...or so i thought.