one that made me go on

Tu, baca title tu. (okay...i need to get new intro =.='')

Ni based on previous new post. Yup, pasal si dia tu la.

weeeeeeeeee~~~

Okay, kat post tu, aku nampak mcm down je kan.

Well, ni la sikap aku, cepat benor give up nyer ha.

Dapat tau pompuan tu gitu, give up. Dapat tau pompuan tu gini, give up.

Tapi kalo dah terok sgt gurl tu, mmg aku pun choww trus.

Tapi si dia ni tak terok mana malah bagi aku x terok.

Before this, aku mungkin give up sebab pe yg kwn aku ckpkan tu.

But one day, an event somehow triggered me.

Aku dok meroyan, merajok dgn pe yg aku dgr.

Smpaikan kwn aku pun naik menyampah dgn aku. Tapi come on la, member dh down kan, tolong la up kan balik iye pun =.=''

Tapi that was not the case.

The point is aku sedar yang aku xleh rely member 101%.

And somehow aku dpt rasakan yg kwn aku tu changed a bit. So, aku sedar org boleh brubah kan.

2 things on my mind at that time ;

1st, when it comes to love, don't follow exactly as others say. Trust urself.

2nd, people changed. So can her.

Well, actually aku nak buktikan yang dia x seteruk mcm org lain pndang. If betul pun, she could change. Maybe she needs a somebody or something to occur in order to be that way.

And kwn aku de jugak ckp " Kalau nak sgt dia, try la menang hati dia."

Chinnnnnnnggg!! (mata bersinar)

that's what i'm gonna do.

For now, aku mula mendekatkan lagi jurang antara aku dgn si dia ni.

And maybe expose sedikit demi sedikit perasaan aku terhadap dia. ( and aku rasa dia dah prasan dah kot =.='' )

Tapi kalo nak ikot diri aku yang dulu, mmg ble aku dh expose feelings aku, gurls x respon mcm pe yg aku nak, aku give up terus. Macam agak memaksa gak la.

Tapi sekarang x. Mmg byk kali aku down.

Msj x berbalas la, kadang2 ni respon la. But it's okay.

I keep on trust myself and gonna win her heart.

Bila dah syg, camni la jadi nyer XP

Everytime, aku solat, lpas solat aku berdoa.

"Ya Tuhan, bukakanlah hati '(nama dia)' untuk diriku"

aku ulang 3 kali.

(sori la, selagi aku x dpt dia, aku xnk mention sape dia XP )

This is the 1st time aku mmg gler2 berusaha untuk pompuan ni.

Sampaikan aku main gitar n nyanyi lagu 'kau ilhamku' kat dia.

Seblum de jugak gler2, tapi x penah sampai tahap camni.

Kalo dulu, situasi camni dh lama dh aku give up.

Takpe, aku ikhlas menanti.

Go, eL, Go!

Just seeing her eyes make me happy.

She's my happiness :)

'Kau ilhamku', T