tipu diri sendiri

20/11,

dah 2 ari lepas hari jadi aku.

Mmg best ar celebration,terharu seyh.

Apatah lagi de scene suap-menyuap kek tu.

Hepi gler.Dgn pesanan ' <3 ' tu lagi..

...macam dream come true.

MACAM la....

Skarang ni,tekanan,sakit ati,sedih,despair,suma ada.

Benda ni timbul bila kita beria2 tepok sebelah tangan..

walaupun dah agak,dah tau cmtu jd nyer,tapi still tutup mata and hope that's not the case.

But when hope is just a HOPE,not real...

...

Ni kes tipu diri sendiri.

Butakan ati sendiri.

Dapat aku rasakan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan walaupun sementara...

Namun sekarang,satu badan aku rasa mcm jatuh.

Ya Tuhan,tabahkan la hati aku.

baru sekarang nak ingat tuhan,padan muka aku...

Mmg mood aku hilang terus...

U're still with him,right?

Sorry,i accidentally saw your sms...

But I won't blame u for the happiness,the hope the you gave.

Dunno it is for real or not,but maybe that's the limit that i deserved to get.

No wonder u never reply to my love statements.

Oh gosh...i really wanna cry...can i?

Cigars and the night sky accompany me for tonight.

no stars could be seen.

gudnite :'(