haha,life's blank

Haha,banyak benda berlaku dow sejak kebelakangan ni.

Bajet bagus,

gelabah tak menentu,

terasa tak tentu hala,

lupa diri,lupa kawan,

penipu besar,

penghancur harapan,

hipokrit,

memperbodohkan diri,

macam2 ada.

Tapi takpe r,aku malas nak dendam lebih2 ni,buat sakit ati je.

KARMA sentiasa ada.

Nak kata hepi,tak jugak.Sedih pun tak jugak.

Hidup ni just...blank. (-_-)

Just senyum je der!senyum!

(tapi still de part lawak giler berlaku arini,

WUAHAHAHAHAHA~!)

'Hoi~hoi.' is gone

Dia kata aku mcm budak kecik.

Takde masa nak layan aku.

Ouch.

Terkilan gler aku.

Rasa nak nangis pun ada.

Aku tak mampu nak cakap pape.

Dapat express kat blog ni and komik yang aku lukis tu je.

Aku taknak cakap pape lagi sbb aku taknak buruk2kan dia.

Tak elok burukkan kawan sendiri.

Biar la aku sorang2 layan perasaan.

I took some advices...

...and I shall be different.

'Thanks' a lot.

wait and wait and WAIT

Okay,almost the same as my dad,

i'm not a very much 'waiter'.

Not the waiter at the restaurant.

u know, 'WAIT- er'

the ones who like to wait,like a taxi driver :P

Well i'm not like that but most circumstances made me to wait =.='

Maybe i could stand of waiting in some period of time.

SO,as i said,some conditions made me to wait.

especially in love matters (okay,i know this is awkward =.=')

Recently,

i had to wait til she's single.

succeed.

til she's tell the more of her story.

not yet.

til the 'punisment' end.

it's killing me! =.=''

but all of that circumstances,i could stand of waiting.

But there's one that i have to wait but kinda hurt at the same time.

til she forget that guy.

i dunno what kinda spell or curse that cause her to fall so much for that guy.

i dunno why the affection is so high between them.

Geez,that guy is a JERK la. (sorry,had to say that)

but i guess i couldnt do anything but WAIT.

i dunno even it's worth to wait

as doubts and curiosity 'pop-up' from time to time.

but my heart controls me as it desires,not my brain.

Yeah,i love her.At least now,i'm grateful for 'us'.

Just don't let same thing happen again,kayh? <3

maaf dari hati

Maaf dari hati.

err,ni lagu sebenarnya.Sofaz nyer lagu.

Bagi yang minat lagu ala2 jiwang ni,boleh tahan gak r lagu ni.

Kalau aku, aku dok ulang2 dgr lagu ni,

dok ulang nyanyi korus lagu ni.

ni ha korus nyer ;

Maafkan aku kerna tak telus

Menduakan cinta hati sucimu

Andai nya aku bisa kembali

Akan ku setia untuk selamanya

Ok la,see that bold sentences?

(ignore the 1st two sentences coz i never did that :P )

Tu aku tuju kat sorg ni.

Tu je point post ni,sebab aku tau 'dia' akan baca post ni.

Tak tahu la bila tapi dia AKAN baca,insyaAllah.

*bookmark la katakan :P

<3

tipu diri sendiri

20/11,

dah 2 ari lepas hari jadi aku.

Mmg best ar celebration,terharu seyh.

Apatah lagi de scene suap-menyuap kek tu.

Hepi gler.Dgn pesanan ' <3 ' tu lagi..

...macam dream come true.

MACAM la....

Skarang ni,tekanan,sakit ati,sedih,despair,suma ada.

Benda ni timbul bila kita beria2 tepok sebelah tangan..

walaupun dah agak,dah tau cmtu jd nyer,tapi still tutup mata and hope that's not the case.

But when hope is just a HOPE,not real...

...

Ni kes tipu diri sendiri.

Butakan ati sendiri.

Dapat aku rasakan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan walaupun sementara...

Namun sekarang,satu badan aku rasa mcm jatuh.

Ya Tuhan,tabahkan la hati aku.

baru sekarang nak ingat tuhan,padan muka aku...

Mmg mood aku hilang terus...

U're still with him,right?

Sorry,i accidentally saw your sms...

But I won't blame u for the happiness,the hope the you gave.

Dunno it is for real or not,but maybe that's the limit that i deserved to get.

No wonder u never reply to my love statements.

Oh gosh...i really wanna cry...can i?

Cigars and the night sky accompany me for tonight.

no stars could be seen.

gudnite :'(