when there's a distance

I could only see you from afar.

When you having fun with others,

that's the time i smiled alone,remembering ours.

When i knew you having a hard time,

i tried to help but my body won't move.

When i tried to text you,

I reached my phone and typed but my finger won't press 'send'.

When i saw you sat alone,watching others,

I wanna sit next to you but my feet is petrified.

When you made that 'ponytail' hairstyle,

I want to mention that you're cute but i'm speechless.

But when we faced each other,

when i saw those eyes,

i keep telling myself that you are other guy's girl.

That 'kad raya' is all i have left.

Don't wannna spoil the happy life you're having now.

imy.