rela undur diri utk dia bahagia

This one?yeah,the same one that i mentioned in other two previous posts.

I called,she didn't answer.I thought she didn't want to.

I called again,she DID.

Oh God,i'm so damn happy at that time.

Listen to that voice,hearing that voice,

I'm about to shed my tear.

We talked and talked.

(mostly about my scuba dive experience)

Then,i expressed.I told her that i miss her.I'm still into her.

She said, past is past.

How I wanna put it behind as u're the one that i want in the future?

After that call,i stayed in silence,speechless,alone in my room.

"Dia dah ada boyfriend la"

That sentence roaming around in my mind.

Had a cigar while looking in the night sky..again.

"What's this?"

A tear running down my cheek.

I miss her.So damn miss her.I'm worried.

God,please protect her.

Don't let she share the same experience as i did,or worst.

I couldn't interfere anymore :'(