a NEW me

lately,there's so much happening to me and i learned a lot...

a friendship that turns into a battlefield....
an imaginary love which not more than an imagination...
a real heart-to-heart feeling which unacceptable....
a lovebreaker threat for wanting me back....
a choice between shit and gold....
a life that ungrateful with everything around....
the one who really laugh and cry with me together....
and so on....

firstly,i thought i wanna gave up on life and becoming a coward....a weakling....
then,the real friend showed up while everyone is leaving me...except him

the one that i've been criticize all day long,
the one that i envy for his achievements,
the one that never give up to share his own advices and cheering me up

and that very friend listens to my problems and help me out with his advices....his experience....

"bersyukur dgn apa yg ko ada,dgn kwn yg kau ada..."
"let go bnda yg buruk2 n always be happy even at your worst moment..."
"n act happy kalo kau x leh jd happy..."
"the point is,be HAPPY"

well,that lighten my day.
he even gave me a book that really motivate my life after finished reading it...
then i realize that i have another friends after all but before, i wasn't grateful for it....
another friend tell me that,

"kalo 1 dunia pun benci ko,mcm la ko xleh survive.."
"lantak r pe nk jd,asalkn ko leh idop dgn cara ko."

and that even carve a smile on my face
now im gonna change!
well,i try from small changes though...
but i still can survive
and that's LIFE means.

the name is Mohd. Al-Affiz b. Abdul Shukor and i am NEW