a lifetime's Quote III

EVERY NIGHT I TALK TO THE STARS...PRETENDING IT IS YOU...

IT ACTS JUST LIKE YOU...

SO FAR AWAY AND NEVER REPLIES TO MY QUESTIONS.

kawan,sahabat,member,FRIEND....

k r,ni aku nk define kan erti2 mmbr kt dlm idop aku ni....mmg byk mksud nyer....de yg buat aku tnsion,de yg buat aku hepi n de yg buat aku sedar yg mana layak digelar kawan sebenar...so,aku nk kongsi skit psl mmbr ni coz aku antara org yg plg sensitif psl friendship ni... (mmbr tikam blakang,go to hell!)

1st,

Mmbr kacang lupakan kulit...kalo dgr ayt awal2 ni pun dh sakit ati...story; aku de sorg mmbr ni...kitorg lpak sama2,gelak sama2...aku spport r dia dlm mcm2 hal pun...dia tdo dlm klas,aku cover an...dia x buat latihan,aku buatkan...dia xde duit,aku blanja...dia sakit,aku tolong mcm2...tp last2,pe jd?dpt awek,tggl org blakang...ble emo,suma org tunduk...ble dpt kejayaan,bolot song2...dpt pujian/anugerah,bgga kt dri sndri mcm dia sorg yg usahakan...jmpe mmbr yg setaraf,sehensem,semacho,sehebat,sekaya,tndang mmbr lama!tndang aku ketepi!siap kutuk belakang tu!fuck off gler syial!panas gler aku.

2nd,

Mmbr yg pura2 caring pdhal mcm taik...bnda ni aku trsedar lmbt gler...story;aku igt mamat ni la kwn sebenar (pd awalnyer la...)...aku mintak nasihat dia ble aku de msalah....bgos gak dia ckp mcm2...dia suroh aku wat cmni la,tu la...sama cam dia wat...tp aku x dpt wat...ble dh munasabah dri sehari dua,bru aku sedar...c'mon la!aku bukan dia!pdhal dia sekadar hepi org dtg kt dia!dia laen,aku laen,mne bleh ikot cara dia!dia pura2 paham pdhal 1 bnda dia ckp xleh pkai!pastu aku sedar 1 bnda,ble aku dh kritikal,mmg prlukan somebody,dia ckp pe?"aku xleh tlg dh"...bpk r...bukannye aku mintak duit,harta ke pe...mmbr cmni la ble jmpe dpn mata caring nk mmpos!ble kt blakang,dh x jmpe dh,bikin gelak jela kt aku or lg sng,lupe mmbr trus!buat aku mcm x wujud!another asswipe that i met in my life!

3rd,

Mmbr yg rapat hnya sekadar utk kepentingan dri...ble dh xde pape,bleh tndang tepi cmtu je...story;aku respect gak r mmbr ni...dia hebat n mcm2 lg la(nk define suma,mmg x siap la post ni)...n one day,dia rapat la dgn aku...sape x hepi kalo dpt lepak dgn org yg ko respect tu?aku nyer hepi gler (bgga la jgak..)..tp aku sdar 1 prkara,dia slalu tnye bnda yg brkaitan dri dia...contohnye,"ko tau x psl bnda ni,bnda tu,bnda ni,bnda tu...?"...utk xnk kcewa kan dia,antara jwpn yg aku kasi "tau tp lupa","aku igt dlu,tp skrg ntah la..","aku de tp kt umah/abg aku nyer/akak aku slalu gune.."...aku down r gak ble sedar bnda cmni...aku cuba test ckp "x @ x tau"..perghh!!the next day,aku x wujud dh!laknat gler r!pastu ble nk mintak rapat lak!hipokrit nyer!mmg laknat gler r!

4th,

Mmbr,bg aku,yg btol2 MEMBER...kt cni aku nk kemukakan la...ramai org ckp,mmbr yg bwk pengaruh jht,x brfaedah la ialah org yg bukan x ptot buat kwn...aku tnye korg blk r,cmne plak dgn mmbr yg ajar kita bnda yg kurang baik (pengaruh jht gak la),wat jht x abis2 tp sggup hepi sedih sama2,cover masing2,yg caring btol nyer caring,amik berat ble mmbr sakit n still contact walaupun abis skola?cmne plak dgn mmbr yg dianggapkan baek,x prnh wat jht,yg kutuk2 bdk yg buat jht ni sedangkan diorg sndri hipokrit hardcore,jmpe awek lupe mmbr,ble mmbr msalah,diorg diamkan dri,n buat mmbr sndri skadar sbgai comparison utk tunjukkan diorg lebih hebat?ni aku bg jwpn;mmbr yg dianggp baek lebih hina dr mmbr jht ni.Mmg x ptot digelar kawan langsung.Yg dikatakan jht ni la at least punyai sesuatu yg btol2 brharga kt dri diorg,smangat setia kawan.

sebnarnya de lg jnis2 kwn yg aku ketemu dlm idop ni tp ssh sgt nk xplain...tp jnis2 yg kt atas ni la antara plg jelas yg aku dpt define-kan...so,moral of the story;jadi la seorg kawan,bukan haiwan.

LOL

a lifetime's Quote II

THE GREATEST THING YOU'LL EVER LEARN....

IS TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN.

SPM is over!!!

tuesday,23 nov ;

BM
"agak complicated skit...de ssh,de sng.... (-_-')"

SENI paper 1
"senang!...kot..."

wednesday,24 nov ;

BI
"bleh la kot A+...amin~"

thursday,25 nov ;

SEJARAH
"mcm shit!spot x kna!adussss....."

monday,29 nov ;

MOD, MATH
"bleh A+!yakin! (^o^)

tuesday,30 nov ;

P.ISLAM
"err....xtau nk ckp cmne...upside-down gak r..."

wednesday,1 dec ;

ADD. MATH
"ssh gak tp sdp gler jwb...antara the best add math yg prnh dijwb :)"

thursday,2 dec ;

PHYSICS
"sumpah sakit!sakit like shit!paper 3 slh experiment!..haihhh...forget it...dh lpas..."

monday,6 dec ;

CHEMISTRY
"paper 1 n 2 dh ok!msok paper 3,spoil nk mmpos!tachap hardcore experiment!mmg brserah gler...trgelak2 jwb bhgian experiment...

(-_-')"

wednesday,8 dec ;

BIOLOGY

"nk kata ok,x jugak....K.O.?mgkin kot...ssh r sng cter!haha,skali lg tachap experiment kt paper 3!bangang gler! (o_0') "

monday,13 dec ;

SENI paper 2
"haha,lyn gler buat!plg lawa compare dgn seblom2 ni.Insya-allah,A+...amin~ (^_^)"

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So,i did finish my war.It feels good actually.All of us were happy.Who never thought the 5 years of hardships had finally ended...i couldnt believe that i finished my very own secondary study...i just let the time goes by until i didnt realize that the moment of happiness and sadness had came...why i called it the moment of happiness and sadness?

Happiness ; spm is over,school is end,no more warden,no more 10 subjects books,no more tight schedule,no more pushy teachers,no more exams,no more homeworks n i gain freedom with joy.

Sadness ; friends go back home,say goodbye to them,being apart with them(this is not a school holiday n we may not see each other again),we had to live our own life,most of us lived far away,no more jokes between us,no more 'us'...

Well,life moves on,i guess...

lastly,thanks to;
-PIRATES 0610,the big great 'family' ever
-Jaya Art Class '09 '10,class of creative-minded n spastiks
-13 Ghosts,a lot of memories been carved n hardships we've 'enjoyed'
-ELITE boys,greatest frienships ever
-teacher Anita,the most sporting n caring 'mom'
-teacher Azie, lovable n kind 'mother'

-Farid Safwan,the BESTest friend of all
-Asyraf Haris,through-thick-and-thin partner

-best of luck in life-

a lifetime's Quote

GOOD GIRLS ARE FOUND IN EVERY CORNER OF THE EARTH,

BUT UNFORTUNATELY.....THE EARTH IS ROUND.

I'MMM BACCKKKKKK!!!!

OLA! haha,dh lama aku mmbiarkan blog ni berhabuk x disentuh...coz i have my own reason...the world know that im facing spm this year,so,im really busy handling myself n my troubles n probs...a lot of probs...

so,the day im typing this is 9 DEC,which mean i still got my last paper which is SENI kertas 2...the point is,im still not 100% free,eventhough after spm will end soon enough.A lot of things to do as im entering a new world...but still,im gonna update this blog from time to time n IF i got time of coz(and IF i got any idea to update,seriously :P )....

so,mcm biasa,sape yg peacefully nk enjoy this blog,dialu2kan.Sape x njoy,u know the way out

so...LOL.adios~

a NEW me

lately,there's so much happening to me and i learned a lot...

a friendship that turns into a battlefield....
an imaginary love which not more than an imagination...
a real heart-to-heart feeling which unacceptable....
a lovebreaker threat for wanting me back....
a choice between shit and gold....
a life that ungrateful with everything around....
the one who really laugh and cry with me together....
and so on....

firstly,i thought i wanna gave up on life and becoming a coward....a weakling....
then,the real friend showed up while everyone is leaving me...except him

the one that i've been criticize all day long,
the one that i envy for his achievements,
the one that never give up to share his own advices and cheering me up

and that very friend listens to my problems and help me out with his advices....his experience....

"bersyukur dgn apa yg ko ada,dgn kwn yg kau ada..."
"let go bnda yg buruk2 n always be happy even at your worst moment..."
"n act happy kalo kau x leh jd happy..."
"the point is,be HAPPY"

well,that lighten my day.
he even gave me a book that really motivate my life after finished reading it...
then i realize that i have another friends after all but before, i wasn't grateful for it....
another friend tell me that,

"kalo 1 dunia pun benci ko,mcm la ko xleh survive.."
"lantak r pe nk jd,asalkn ko leh idop dgn cara ko."

and that even carve a smile on my face
now im gonna change!
well,i try from small changes though...
but i still can survive
and that's LIFE means.

the name is Mohd. Al-Affiz b. Abdul Shukor and i am NEW