Oit oit! Selamat hari raya!
Ok, straight to the point. Actually this post isn't about raya.
Just wanna made some emotion expression a lil bit.
Based on previous posts, i had this one crush.
If any of the readers if the loyal ones, that follow every post in this blog, u guys probably know how it'll end.
Hope, fail, hope and then fail.
Yeah, i'm not too surprised if this happen again either. Well, it happened.
( Biasa lah, harapan tu sentiasa muncul )
Okay, about this crush of mine, well, u know, the situation mentioned above, occur.
But not entirely fail neither close to the first step of succeed.
I'm not giving up but...hmmm, how do i say this...
I'm not frequently calling her like i used to, not saying 'miss her' again and again, like i loved to before.
I just... don't know what to do. She hadn't response like i were expected.
What i can conclude is, for her, i'm not different like the other guys that into her.
( Oh gosh, please treat me, look me, as the special one, at least for one relationship T^T )
She said that she treat her friends much more special than boyfriend, asked me rather be her friends.
Damn it! i hate friendzoned!
And if she treat each of her friends special, there's nothing special about it.
As i said, i just dunno what to do. Move on? Onced a girl's name written, it'll be like shit to move on.
Well, Happy Eid Ul Fitr 2012 by the way. See ya.
