a lifetime's Quote V

PLEASURE OF LOVE LASTS BUT FOR A MOMENT,

PAIN OF LOVE LASTS A LIFETIME.

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia 2010 ,candidate : Mohd Al-Affiz bin Abdul Shukor :'(

so,nk ke xnk,ni la result spm aku utk sepanjang aku jd bdk alam shah ni...sriusly,aku x bgga pun ltak gmbr ni,aku x bgga lgsung pun dgn result aku...jujur dr ati,aku down nk mampos,sedih dgn result ni...aku x dpt gi oversea,mama marah sbb aku dpt C+ utk bio,pastu rmai org tnye result aku plus de ayat 'mesti dpt straight A's kan?' ....abah x marah sbb abah ckp aku try my best n this is a good result...for him la...maybe abah nk jga prasaan aku kot..ntah...maksu kata bersyukur je pe yg kita dpt..mmg btol tp down jgak la en...mmg result ni trcapai lebih drpd yg aku trget,srius,tp somehow aku rasa mnympah gler tgk result ni...rmai gler mmbr lain dpt straight A's,xpun lawa gak r result diorg byk A...dh la aku x dpt gi oversea...hrpan nk gi korea hancur...start dr result ni,aku dh mls n malu ckp nk sesetgh mmbr2...aku dh x dpt jd contoh terbaik utk azziz...aku sdar gak aku brubah skit prangai sjak hal ni...tp apakan daya,ni aku yg kna,ni la nasib aku...

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p.s, minta maaf abah,mama,dila,angah,azziz,tok ajah sbb dpt result cmni...

sori kengkwn yg lain,kalo prangai aku kurang btol time2 bad mood ni,wat korg mynmpah n sakit ati...

SPM,SPM,SPM.....nyer result!

skrg pukul 9.48 mlm,22 mac 2011.....

.... (-_-')

....esok 23 mac.....

....which mean....

result spm kotttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argghhhh,dr siang ke mlm; risau,cuak,gelabah,berserah,tension,stress,nervous n mcm2 lg!!!

k r,mmg awal2 ckp 'aku berserah je...'

tp dh dpt 'cable' nk smbung blaja kt korea prlukan result spm yg mantap,mula la mcm2 prasaan de....

tdo x lena,mkn x kenyang,mandi x basah,kentut x berbau....haihhhhh.....

lgpun,ni spm ni kira pride la jgak en...apatah lg aku bdak alam shah...adoiii...

so,papehal wish me luck menghadapi result spm esokkk!!!

(n doakan aku chill!!! :P )

p/s hope n pray for the best

17 MARCH 2011,the trip (driving experience)

well,this is just a normal family vacation trip....we went to pulau pinang....i'm not gonna write an essay such as 'MY HOLIDAY' here but there's something special about this trip (special to me laa... )

ok,here's the point... 16 mac,i juz got my P license n the next day,17 mac,i drove to penang! i drove there dude! seriously,i've never drive to KL n i drove to penang instead! well,abah asked me btw...but the real thing is,i didnt succeed to drove there...i got sleepy,stopped at RnR alor pongsu n my dad took the wheel instead....haha...otw back home,i took the wheel at RnR rawang n straight to home.... :P :P well,another thing is i often got criticism from abah n mama...haha,newbie la katakan~ :P

LOL~

i am,once called,a matchmaker (??)

A matchmaker??me?hahahaha...well...that's the truth actually.I help some of the lovely couples n they called me,a matchmaker...before la...

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Okay,im gonna tell u a short story how i can get that kind of title.Actually,the real thingy is i helped them ACCIDENTALLY (yeah,i didnt knew that i helped them getting together... :P ) .There was my fren,'A' (dont wanna tell the real name though) is asking me about a girl,who was also my fren (more likely of acquaintance).Well,i told him all about her n trust me,when u get to know this girl,all u can say about her are good things.Cute,nice,friendly, bla bla bla....and so on.As for me,i wanna to win her myself,but nahhhhh...she's not into me n i didnt have a chance at all,so,i didnt bother :P

One day,that girl,the one that i told 'A',called me n asked about 'A'.Well,he's my fren,so not a problem for to tell.'A' is a good guy,not even a little i can tell anything bad about him.Nice guy,skilled,smart, bla bla bla n so on...after days had passed,'A' approached me,to tell me about his relationship with that girl..they're now lovebirds...i happy for them...but 'A' thanks me suddenly.He said that the girl only knew good things about him,that make him 'qualify' for her.Then,he said to me, 'el,kau memang matchmaker ar,bro...thanks.'

After that 'incident',sometimes he approached me n asked for advices.I'm just telling him 'if i were u,i do that...if i were u,i do this...' n those advices n tips/hints seems to work for their relationship n 'A' keep telling me the same matchmaker-sentence.Some of his asked for my advices too n as for 'A' n his girl,they being together happily until now.

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Well,im not too proud of this title (a little,maybe ;P),but something bothers me though...

if i am or i WAS a matchmaker,why i cant help myself with my own love life??

yes,im still single n i've searching for somebody to love for a long time...I've been trying to answer this question for years,but still,cant find the right answer...

yeah...LOL

my 'P' :)

my 'P'??it's my license of coz...well,the truth is,i still didnt get P license card yet,but i passed the JPJ test this morning,i guess that makes me had got it unofficially...rite?nahhhhh....either way,i passed the test n will be a legal driver~ :)

Another truth is,it was my 2nd test,yup,a re-test (quite dissapointing huh...).Okay,let me flashback a little....3 mac 2011,i was a candidate for my 1st JPJ test n my number is 23,session 1(but something had happened,i got a tag number 24).After a long wait,go to the toilet,pee-ing,twice,my turn was up n i had to do the road test 1st.I entered a car,greeted an indian JPJ,n started my test.

Everything was going well....until the JPJ officer started to make a fuss,with his annoying big mouth.He complained my not-so-well-looking pic at my L license (n trust me,he's not handsome or well-looking either...) n at the time we arrived at the junction,just in front of the metro driving academy,he forced me to move quickly...so,what's the problem then?c'mon la!he's a JPJ officer (almost everyone is nervous confronting the one who decided whether u pass or fail) n im a wannabe,not-skilled driver!i couldn't focus (u know how indian speaks...) ,at had some problem at the gear n boom! ....not exploded,but the engine's dead..in the middle of the junction...plus,a motorcyclist avoided me in 'shock' way...FAILED

i had nothing to say afterwards n continue with the track test... (which i tremendously passed...well,not so tremendously la...) .After the obviously stupid incident,there was no smile at all,only unsatisfied feeling was there...n i had to go to another class before the next test on the next week...

so,u know the story,i passed the next test,n seriously,i'm relieved... (this time,with a silent malay JPJ officer...fuhhh..) n next week,i'll retrieved my license P officially :) well,another driver was born n hopefully i'll an excellent driver...cewahhh,skema la siot! :P :P

Btw,my family gonna have a little celebration tonite for me passed the driving test (??). Haha,that's one of the reasons i loves this family,celebrate any successful achievement. :D

LOL

p/s, credits n thnks to those who wish me luck n encourage me,especially after i failed my 1st test. :)